An update

So I have an update on yesterday’s post, kind of. My father is still doing okay. He has officially been classified as critical but stable. I am glad for that and I thank everyone who has him in their thoughts and prayers.

I have also decided this is just not my week. As I was leaving work yesterday morning, in my dad’s car, I was hit by a woman in the passenger side of the vehicle.  The passenger side door is pretty crunched in, I am thanking God I wasn’t hurt, and neither was the other driver, but I am also wondering who exactly I made angry because so much is happening bad this week alone.

I have to leave work this morning and take his car to a collision repair shop where hopefully they will tell me that A they can fix the damage, so that the passenger side doors will open and look normal again and B they will let me make payments on the 1000 dollar deductible I will have to pay until the insurance company decides that they will get the money from the other woman. C that the insurance companies will agree with the officer that the other driver was at fault and give me the money back.

I honestly just don’t know HOW to get through everything right now, between my dad, the car, and everything else, I just want to curl up in a ball in bed and snuggle my teddy bear and not leave until everything is done. But I know that if I don’t handle things then they won’t be handled. I still feel like I should have stopped my dad from getting the bike and then none of this would have ever happened.

I am sorry for all the outpouring posts, I just don’t know what to do and honestly I feel a lot better knowing that there are people out there thinking about my daddy and hoping he gets better soon.