Saturday Nine

Saturday 9: Going to Pot
1. When was the last time you smoked pot?
Actually I've never done it... I have a smoke allergy so I have never tried

2. What do you think is your biggest weakness?
Being to nice maybe? I don't know keeping my mouth shut and letting people walk allover me.
3. What is your biggest fear?
being alone
4. Is there a particular goal that you’d like accomplish this year?
I want to get good grades and loose 50 lbs
5. What do you miss most from your youth?
my energy
6. What is your best physical feature?
my eyes
7. Are you very confident?
no, not at all
8. Tell us about the last time you were drunk.
I was with some friends we went out after a stressful night at work and got completely trashed... then drove home like imbeciles.
9. Have you ever cheated on a lover?
yes, and its a good thing he doesn't read this because I've never told him.

The Simple Woman's Daybook

The Simple Woman's Daybook will be posted each Monday.

Here's how to take part:

1. Write up and publish your journal page using the questions/picture ideas I have listed below into your blog entry. Be as descriptive as you can! (You may cut and paste them for the purpose to participate in The Simple Woman's Daybook.) Please add your"picture thought" photo at the end of your daybook entry because all we love pictures!
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FOR TODAY January 31st 2009...
Outside my window Is a day that looks WAY Warmer than it is, blue cloudless sky bright sun and a happy 40 degrees

I am thinking that I should really try to get a raise at work!

I am thankful for Kensei and my Family who I love VERY much

From the kitchen I made a REALLY good beef stew for my family when my mom went to Atlanta I had them all over to my appartment and made food. it was good even though I made it so my dad could eat too and it was gluten, sodium, and free from just about everything else!

I am wearing My uniform for work, white button down shirt and black pants with sneakers (they are pink!)

I am creating nothing right now

I am going to go out tonight and relax with a friend I havn't seen in a long time.

I am reading any romance novel I can get from yard, garage sales and thrift stores.

I am hoping things will work out with my family soon

I am hearing The washer and dryer in the laundry room and cars on the expressway

Around the house is a mess, I haven't finished unpacking anything and then i don't have a lot of storage space so I think that I won't finish.

One of my favorite things lying on the floor with a good book.

A few plans for the rest of the week Do some papers and work.

Here is picture thought I am sharing I don't have a picture right now because i am not on my computer.

~Angel

Writer's Workshop!

Thanks to Mama Kat

Now This will offend some people I know but I want to point out that I love my mother and we generally have a pretty good relationship she just bothers me with somethings and this topic seemed to fit today. So here goes:

4.) Write a letter to someone who bothered you this week.

Dear Mama,

Why do you feel the need to involve me in everything? I understand that you love me and that you want my advice but there are so many things that you tell me I don't want to know. Why do you have to hurt Daddy and make our family life so much worse? Why didn't you guys just get divorced when I was four like you have told me every year from that time on that you were? I mean I am glad you didn't because if you had I wouldn't have Jujube and Air force for siblings, but wouldn't the world have been easier if you had? Why do you quit your job every four months and move to another one? I know that it is not just perhaps a midlife crisis because you have done it ever since I was a baby. And you always leave on bad terms, you quit with out notice and make yourself look bad. Why mom why? Then you "clean your law offices" in Atlanta, do you honestly think we don't know you are going to see your boyfriend? You take money to go there and never bring any back, its not right! You tell me all about the things you do with D*ck and then you make me promise to be quiet and not say anything to Daddy even if he asks. D*** is married too, why are you both tearing your families apart when you have told me you really don't love him he's just a good lay? You take the money from Daddy's account that he is using to pay the mortgage and then get mad when he asks you about it, we have moved six times in the past two years because we have lost our houses, why do you do this to our family? And I think what scares me the most is you used to talk about Papa doing this taking you to meet his girlfriends while Grandma stayed home and cried, you are doing the same thing to me. Am I going to turn out like you? I love you mom but I don't want to do the things you do, and it seems to me that they might be inherited. Am I going to wake up 20 years from now and find myself telling my daughter about my boyfried while her father and I fight? I don't want that mom. I have your eyes and your hair and your temper I don't want anything else of yours to.

Always your daughter

~Angel