Wednesday, October 07, 2009

Writer’s Workshop: Top Ten and Then Some…

Okay guys I want to apologize for that very depressing RTT and move on to Mama Kat’s Workshop: Also I have my new laptop so I am writing this in Windows Live writer and not sure how the formatting will come out so if it is funky let me know okay?

I took two prompts today, The top ten things I would rather be doing that David Letterman are as follows:

10. Laundry

9. cleaning the house from top to bottom, as if my grandmother was arriving any moment

8. worrying about Kensei being sick and Piper who has just discovered she is allergic to gluten and dairy. (for those gluten free families any recommendations for good recipe sites?)

7. looking into the mirror

6. writing the eight papers i have been pushing off

5. being dragged up in front of random people to sing

4. three of those people being the judges from American Idol

3. going to the hospital

2. go back under the surgeons knife

and the number one thing I would rather do than have sex with David letterman?

having a non-anesthetized root canal

When I look in the mirror...

I don’t like what I see… I have a lot of things I want to change about myself and a lot of insecurities, I have hung out with the pretty people all my life, in fact i even do so through their blogs, but i have never considered myself to be one of them.

my grandmother on my fathers side has been comparing me to my cousin from my birth. apparently until around age 8 we were identical, then she stopped eating and i didn’t, she went on to model, and sing and was in a band, and now she is a stewardess on a plane.

I have heard you used to look so alike what happened more times than i can count and it has done a number on me.

I think what i want when i look in the mirror is to be happy with myself, at least a little, because then i will be able to start work on some of my other issues.


Nessa said...

Loving yourself is one of the hardest and most rewarding things that you can do. Speaking from experience, and someone who used to want to change everything about me... give yourself love first.

Summer said...

Isn't it insane how we can love other people so easily, and yet it's the hardest to love and accept ourselves?

Keep working on it girl, it's a long journey, but you are worth the effort.

June Freaking Cleaver said...

With age comes wisdom (so they say)...and acceptance of yourself, as you are. You'll get there!

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